First meet

Well, today as in 09/11/2013, un-officially meeting zy's parent in such circumstances. It was like so... How would i describe this? Hmmm... It was actually an unexpected meet up thou. It seem weird to me the feeling. When i was half way packing my stuff, zy told me that his brother is coming along too. I was like:" what?? So sudden. I don't even have any preparation." My tear was awaiting in my eyes. I was so stressful that time. Don't know why. I don't understand why other ppl wont like me having the same kind of feeling? Maybe is because of their bf is creating the chances and know the way to make their gf not so scare of it. But why mine wont ar? Hmmmm.... 😯😯😯

As in helping out to move from whampoa to bedok. Well, i really appreciate their kindly helps and offers too! Without them perhaps i should be paying about 50 plus over for a cab to shift. In return, just pay for the food of the dinner of tonight. But i still feel it was like not so enough. I don't know why. It let me feel like paiseh asking them to help out. Yes, maybe some of the people tot that bf help you is absolutely nothing de ma. Plus their parent is offering and willing without any favor. Well, we have to set an image in their heart that we are not "that kind of people." It was so irritating and awful if that happens. Oh my~ i would hate them rest of my life. 

Back to the story, actually first time meet was not so awful. Luckilly my cousin is with me, she help me to start alot of topic and try to speak with them first. Phew~ i was like so lucky to be with her and she help me out. :)) thank you! If not without her, i think i will be damn paiseh and won't speak a single word. Meeting for the first time will be a good start. Hopefully not only the first time, but will continuously. I mean our relationship too. Hoping for longer relationship not in short-term. If not i would be seriously trauma on it. 🙏🙏🙏