F.E.E.L.I.N.G

Why am i lately could not sleep well? My head now is like almost burst! Oh gosh~ What can i do? The older are we human, the more problems we have. Problems always make me stress out. I could not even define whats the problems i'm facing thats the main thing i'm stressed out man. Well, perhaps start from now i would just focus on my studies and finding jobs. I would not wanna to care about my relationship as in like thinking such stuff and would not happen. Just let it be. Things happen for a "If it yours than will belong to you, but when its not belong to you no matter how hard or effort you had put on it wont be yours too!" 

I wonder where is the old thinking of me? I used to believe and trust in love well. I would not doubt it all the time. But now things had change! It will never be the same again. I would rather to lost all my memories and start from the beginning with 0. Fairy tales are just bull-shiting! There aren't any real life as their act. Its impossible!! Its just a story to cheat on children to trust on it that this world is having such fairy tales story. 

Flip back to my photo album on my phone. And i saw all the screen shot that i've been saving in my phone. I smile and my tears drop. Its just few words he had say and i could happy for the rest of the day. Its just few words to melt my heart. Thats all i need sometimes. Perhaps, he had forgotten. Once guys got in hand will just forget before what he had did to get the girl.